Breakfast:
-Thai tea latte
-ginormous tuna roll
-green tea
-coffee mix (cream + sugar in the mix)
Lunch (I haven't had it yet, but I plan on eating the following):
-slice of apple rice bread (made with no butter!)
-2 eggs + slice of cream cheese (Yes, cream cheese comes in slices here.)
-more green tea
I see the healthy food that others are consuming, and all the food that others are keeping away from their diets, and I am in panic mode. Others are subsisting on chicken breast and steamed veggies and protein shakes, and what the hell am I doing here? I'm just trying to NOT overeat. How pathetic..... When will I ever be able to lose this weight and stay on track? I felt so anxious about overeating yesterday for dinner and not working out, that I even had a dream about joining Weight Watchers. God, help me.....
About Me
- shameless bliss
- I am a 20-something year old woman who's hoping to reap something positive from honest blogging. I intend to fully live--that is, live an un-apologetically pleasure-filled life, while remaining principled and trying to keep in mind what God desires for me.
We don't all have the same issues. If, for now, your concern is overeating, then that's YOUR concern. Later, as you go a step further, you'll be concerned with consuming healthy food. You must take it a step at a time if you aren't a multitask-er, otherwise it gets overwhelming... especially when you look at other people's plates. When I'm out with friends, I see the skinny just munch on stuff or order salads and I'm there eating FOR REAL lol... and I thank God, though I'm not skinny, at least I enjoy my food. I feel bad for people who don't enjoy anything b/c everything is so much about staying "small". I should write about that on my blog. Humm...
ReplyDeleteI laughed so hard on the part about the dream. Hahaha. Just relax and take it a day at a time. For real.
~kisses